Well, 7 weeks since giving up drinking & most fast foods. I have to admit, I am feeling much better. My ability to deal with others has definitely not improved however.
I decided to make one last attempt to find a special girl to fill the void in my life before permanently adopting my current bachelor existence. So, that being said, I started a 6 month paid subscription to Match.com. when you do the paid version, it opens up a huge selection of pretty women than it showed when I tried the free version over a year ago. But wow...the prettier the girl, the higher her expected standards, on top of looking for a lonely millionaire model, most attractive women mark themselves as separated (which means married to me). On the other side of the scale, quite literally, there are some huge women. I'm not attracted to big women. They however are attracted to me. I put down that I'm looking for q body type from slender-a few extra pounds, but there are women far larger than I claiming a few extra pounds. Sure, no one wants to call themselves fat but geez. When you are shorter than I and weigh 300 lbs, you are far past a few extra pounds. I put a paragraph on there describing/explaining why I don't want heavy women, but it doesn't have any apparent impact. I've been on there going on 2 weeks & I have had 3 winks & 2 emails so far....none from anyone that I'd be interested in to contact in person. I am talking to one girl, not my type but definitely friendly, so maybe I'll make a friend out of it. I browsed the first day, but decided to just see if there are any women I might be attracted to that would take the step to contact me. The wait-and-see approach.
More to come later, off to work.
That is all.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
02 June 2010
New month, same old crap.
Drinking is a bitch. Not drinking is a bitch on her cycle, out of tampons & with a 3-day migraine. It's been 5 1/2 weeks alcohol-free now. One thing I have come to realize is that drinking provides a person with a reinforced skin able to deflect some of the effects of day-to-day dealings with idiots & assholes. Sure, you might wake up with varying degrees of a hangover, & your mouth might taste as if an inebriated hobo just took a piss in it, but you can handle life better. Yes, I do feel better. 1,000 less calories a night can do that. But, I have a much increased capacity for irritation. Someone's going to taste my knuckles & have their teeth rearranged, all for the sake of my sobriety.
People can be morons.
More forthcoming, it's off to work.
That is all.
Drinking is a bitch. Not drinking is a bitch on her cycle, out of tampons & with a 3-day migraine. It's been 5 1/2 weeks alcohol-free now. One thing I have come to realize is that drinking provides a person with a reinforced skin able to deflect some of the effects of day-to-day dealings with idiots & assholes. Sure, you might wake up with varying degrees of a hangover, & your mouth might taste as if an inebriated hobo just took a piss in it, but you can handle life better. Yes, I do feel better. 1,000 less calories a night can do that. But, I have a much increased capacity for irritation. Someone's going to taste my knuckles & have their teeth rearranged, all for the sake of my sobriety.
People can be morons.
More forthcoming, it's off to work.
That is all.
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